"when you focus on problems, you will have more problems" I truly agreed.

I'm stress, I'm pissed, I'm tired, I'm sick, I'm in hell but I still have to walk on. Easy for you to say difficult to do.
To reach my goal i think its more important than everything else. My passion was dead. Now even I myself don't
know what I am, don't know what I'm doing. Day by day passing so quickly and time flies. I felt so lost suddenly. Am
I nuts ? I have no idea. My heart just sank so deep. How could I meet my goals ? I have no idea. My mind felt stupid.
Walking on. To hell searching for my sunshine. I wanted to achieve something. Actions shows bigger than words. Its not
easy to do. Pain is cutting me like a knife. I can't help people. I can't solve conflicts. I can't study hard. I can't I can't I can't!!


Dear Lord please please please give me the strength to do what I can't. God bless everyone.

My heart just can't take it soon. The hatred the pains the secrets the annoyance i have.
Please. I have limits and it just hurts me more.

One Day. My life will be easier. I will be successful. I won't let you guys look down on me. I must reach my goals.

Alright ! back to blog. Happy ? Complain so much. Love My stories is it . Must relax then my story will come . Okays. Yahoo!!!!!!!!!!!! [15/5] Went Universal Studio :)

Weeee So Fun ... 1ST wet activity woohoos ~ go to the tunnel oh my .. its so damn dark . i can't even see my hand :P so fun ha ha .. then the last part got dinosaur on top of us going to eat us then Glenn say we unlucky 100% get wet then SPLASH .. Ponchos are some how useless .. cover my head already, due to the strong waves of water pouring down, that hoop fell and water went in my shirt :) 1 word to describe its just awesome!
2ND went to the mummy roller coaster! fun!!!!!x10101 we play that 2 times ha ha !!
The second time me & Glenn actually pose ha ha everyone was like closing their eyes =D

Take pictures :) camera clicking away flash blinding me X)
So nice ... as if I'm one of those cartoons character .
Went to the Restaurant and grab a bite .. All of us ordered burger , Cheese burger for me share with eve, and Phyone . Chicken Burger for Glenn . ha ha Glenn yours basement only .. mine half also taller .. Yummy , but Glenn eat till so ........ (faint) Never mind, since he is celebrating his EARLY BIRTHDAY =)

And Fun Still goes On till Night :)
Sorry Lazy Type already stop here ..
Save stories So that i have something to post next , if not later you guys say my blog's dead again !!
Its ALIVE OKAY!


smile and maybe tommorrow you'll find that life is still worthwhile

Nowadays lots .. of BAD news ya ..
So don't Feel Like Posting them up because they are not funny/happy
This blog is my memories so mostly good memories & of course the complains ! are posted ..
looking forward to the tomorrow , tomorrow Until the day the god take me :)

Okays ...
Err about the course I'm Taking i seriously in my Dream lo ..
Plus Need stare at e Come so long ... Headache,Strain my eye .. okay whatever it is .. Due to irregular Eating time ..
okay whatever .. eat JUNK food(Macx6 KFCx1) every day One week already .. want vomit already ..

21/3
Today got the test thingy OH MY .. 13 files only i don't know short of how many .. I was Confused&Lost somehow in Eileen In The Wonderland ... So .. Result Should be :l
So good .. Today Mr.F Treat Us MacDonald Claps Claps x 1011 .. Omg Mac again .. Nvr eat Plus i Seriously Can Eat That Too Early For Breakfast I always eat at 11am/12pm..
Reach Home Vomit don't know why not feeling well(Bear till test over.. he he quite pro liao).. Lucky Never Eat the breakfast later right on the spot vomit .. I also dunno now days why keep eating junk food .. Go Out with friends also Mac omg ...
Eat too much mac i now abit scared of it ..

Saw Mary e Lamer Yey!!! Then she Leave .. So Sad .. No people Entertain me except her Umai & Angeline.. But Never Sit together ..
Type & Type All those stuff .. hand Freezing Cold .. But Body Temperature : Room Tem

GO NetBallers Cheers ^^
GO Basketballers Cheers ^^

Dinner Time ..
Today I found Out One Most Hurtful Thing ..
Popiah and Eileen COLD
POPIAH IS MORE IMPORTANT TO HER .. Mayb she too stress or something idk la "PIAK"
By Her.. Then I "PIAK" Back lor .. So Hurt In the Inside ..
MY <3 Shattered liao .. 1st time in my life.. She should be sad but idk she's Sad Because of her popiah or me .

Smile and maybe tomorrow You'll find that life is still worthwhile

BM!!! BM!!! *claps claps* BM!!!! BM!!! *claps claps*
Today went yishun JC (Yi siew selling prata ^^) Play 3 on 3 2 groups was sent :) and one of them got 1st and the other got 4th Nice Job GUYS!! (I mean GIRLS) Our boys made it too but i forgotten what position sorry ..

Aiya nvr get to eat Yi Siew sell de Prata, I think sell finish le lo .. Business so gd. .
after the 3on3 go alot of things no more .. (Oh because YJC having CARNIVAL )
Quite nice de...

LoL Mary you good la you now help faye liao horxx...
Haha ... lol Faye give you how much >.< just kidding :)

Aiya nowdays not much funny things happen thats why i never post la .. post already i read it also feel boring ^^
Orangy you are watch out muahahaha spam my Cbox
i will SQueeze all the Orange juice Out of you.

So happy 1st time win 3 on 3 match ...


smile and maybe tomorrow you'll find that life is still worthwhile

Yesterday is the AWESOME X Country ...
coach say must at least get to top 20 or 10 (i forgotten)
I got the 9th yeah!! 3 cheers for me .. Hip hip horray ! Hip Hip HORray ! HIPHIP HORRAY! Okay enough ... i never let mr tan dissapointed, he said if did'nt get top 20 no need go back to basketball haha.. After that race, the 100 plus waiting for us already but sad to say that it taste wierd i don't know why, but it has no sparkling & alot of leaves drop into the paper cups.. Then i still heard someone said , drink also won't die , but yet they also don't dare to drink .. And ofcourse thanks to the ones supporting me :) .. oh ya and before the race ms goh bully me. She sprayed the glitter thing on my hair .. haha then my hand all glitter also ..

Yesterday During training , i think its because of the tournament match with chij lo , that time she push me on the wall then i twisted my arm == .. yesterday come again 2 times somemore ... now fractured :'( so sad !! I hit the ball away only also can twist .. arm twist then body also twist in the air then fall down in pain .. scary ...

smile and maybe tomorrow you'll find that life is still worthwhile

Haiz .. This Year don't know what happen .. This year's Chinese new year not happy at all .
来来来 Let me Tell You my Story..


The day we go 拜年 :

Once upon a time ..... okay just kidding this is what really happen ...
Cause going ah ma's house so i wake up early lo ..
then we all already done preparing but then 12 or 1 pm le someone (d) still asleep..
this is why every year we are the last family to reach !! then no ang bao to take ..
i wake up , no mood already .. prepare ready then someone(d) open his eyes and ask me where are we going ... so omg can!!! very dumb also !! pek chek le ...

The 2ND day :
Nothing much to do but the moment i wake up can feel something not right , but never put in my heart so ... Mum say we going Bird Park , then okay lo (i thought she just kidding)
Then reach there the weather so **good**
I thought they will change their mind , end up still go in le ..
Okay then it Rain awhile and it stops (& keep continue like a cycle).
Nothing much to do because we went too late ..
1st we go see the penguin (Feeding Time)
2ND we walk to the FUJI Hawk
Oh and yes ! this part .
Eve and myself sit in the 2ND roll because that person say close ur umbrella and sit , then sit lo ..
Then the show begin .. Then Me and Eve TIO THE BIRD's BLESSING .
Don't is which but maybe is the Vultures or Eagle..
so damn it .. but nvm lucky can wash away ..
Then walk walk walk , 6.00pm close so out we go .. and we go eat there .. the village or something .. Eve not happy cause she want to eat the Korean cuisine but then the people inside all sleeping .. so with disapproval all over her face we still go to other restaurant..

Then alot of BLaahhh Blaaahhh BlLLahhhh happens ..

Smile and maybe tomorrow You'll find that life is still worthwhile

DING DING DING DANG DANG DANG DONG DONG DONG!!!!!!!!!!!~



Today overslept ... 6.00am alarm (wearetheworldwearethechildren~~~) then i close .. i tot i snooze or something but end up sleep till 7.00am !!

Heng(Phew) i chiong chiong chiong then make it on time to school ^^

Today got training .. waaa finally saw coach . cuz nvr really see/notice him is sch nwdays

(maybe i nowdays abit late) lol but then today's training got nag la ... i know i'm in the wrong, cause nvr lead well and nvr tell them what to do .. Don't know lei , i also don't know how to play .. After that tragic , the ball i shoot (can't hear the CHOP CHOP CHOP) so sad. ..
Today went to the doctor because scared faye pass the disease(her mad mad , crazy crazy , siaosiao , nuts nuts see me type this u already scared liao lo) to me hahahahha. Actually arm (shoulder there) still like pain pain (moveable) like that ...

Smile smile smile =D show your big big teeth and today found a photo hehehes then now put in my wallet already omgomgomg i miss my oldself ..~~

I'll end here !

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Lamer lee my Idol is my great entertainer .. haha we so got mo qi ~ weeee